sunfright: Logan Marshall-Green with the text  "fuck". (temple)





Early morning. I slept almost five consecutive hours last night which is quite impressive for me (I've suffered from periods of insomnia for years now), so when I woke I felt rejuvenated enough to sit down and work on the second chapter of They Fall Free, which is the title we ended up giving our Lucifer/Elio story. Bit hard to call it a fanfiction in the original sense, since it's structured more like an extensive script with action in brackets, interlaced with text exchanges and more traditional short story formats in a couple of places. I think it's come out quite nicely, though. I posted the prologue + first chapter yesterday and am honestly not expecting a lot of attention. It's a cross-over in a weird format with a really obscure crack pairing, but we'll see what happens as it grows. ♥ I love this project very much.


sunfright: Susanne Grinder (RDB) as Marguerite Gautier in a promotional photoshoot. (camellia)





Having gotten an overview of my prompt table for [community profile] genprompt_bingo and thought about it long and hard, I've decided to go full out original on this one. I think I need to focus on the things that I can immediately and easily connect with at any given point or day, so. Expect a lot of prose poetry, flash fiction and the like about mental illness.

Warning accordingly is going to be hard, because I always feel so normalized in all the insane shit going on in my head that I forget other people can be put off by it, but I'll do my best to cut and warn for the most obvious ones, suicide/suicidal thoughts, psychoses, hospitalization and big trauma.

But having made this decision, I feel more and more cut off from the RP scene, which I can honestly feel is a relief and a burden off my shoulders. Good thing I realized it now and not at my breaking point, which is usually the case.

I have gotten better at caring for myself and catching my own unhealthy habits in time.

Next step is actually getting better, I guess?

Little steps.

August 2024

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