friday.

Although I've been hit by hormones, cramps and some more general triggered-ness since visiting my parents last week, overall I've been better than I have been in a while. Things are just quietly rolling along and I'm keeping up as best I can. A lot of stuff is happening on the roleplay front, as well as in terms of writing. More about that in a moment.

I've been suffering from insomnia the past two weeks. Not that I don't sleep at all, but my sleep is interrupted, sporadic and I feel restless trying to stay in bed, when I'm awake. I intend to try and turn it around next week, but for now I'm just living with it. Luckily, I haven't had any actual plans this week, so I have been able to nap throughout the day and just do whatever to exist at night.

I have accumulated, like, 30 books from the library, the various strings of research I'm doing for various writing projects. I really need to turn some of them in, because I've not using all of them anymore, but it takes some spoons, dragging what feels like half a ton worth of books half a kilometer down a steep hill. I might take some of them later today, if I feel like I need the walk and the breath of fresh air.



( RP )

( Writing talk. )

Next week, I'm seeing both my social worker and my therapist, before it's finally March and officially spring and my birthday month, so I'm really just looking to survive February this time around, get to the end of it and not feel too miserable while doing so.

Usually, I begin feeling better on the other side of my birthday. That's the usual cycle. Hoping the same's gonna be the case this year.