sunday.

I've slept okay, I think, for the first time in a week, but I've woken up in a weird, restless, listless mood. I think it's residual stress from the past week which has been fucking awful, what with a lot of internal family drama and therapy Thursday. Friday, both my gf and I were puddles of goo, just barely dragging our asses to bed early, RP'ing a bit but otherwise being non-productive completely. Saturday, largely the same, except we had to visit her parents for dinner at night and although it went fine, I can also just... feel that it was A Lot. Today, we'll be cleaning which might not take a lot of time in terms of minutes, but it always a huge outlet of energy and who the fuck has energy for that?

Ugh, I just want to not feel so tired and simultaneously mentally restless. My head wants to go. My body wants to sleep. It's very typical.

Since yesterday, though, I have managed to get started on my Omina fanfic and written the first four days of january, so that's something. Kinda hoping to do the double before I go to bed tonight. That way, there's actually a chance I'll manage to have this done for the bethefirst deadline, but we'll see. I'm also RP'ing some more with my gf today, unless we're too tired after cleaning the place up.

Also, no matter when this thing ends up being done - I am going to need a betareader. It'll probably be pretty long, like a short novel. If anyone on my friend's list is interested, let me know! Otherwise I'll probably go the usual betaplease route when I'm done.

Now, let's go see what today brings.