post scriptum.

[sunfright]

I FUCKING DID IT

I wrote a non-CMBYN related fanfic. I did the first prompt on my genprompt_bingo table. This is a huge win. I'm so proud of myself.

I haven't truly written fanfic for, like, a decade. Not fanfic that isn't somehow tied up on my roleplaying. This is the first real-real fanfiction I've written since I stopped writing for Silver Wolf and other Takarazuka-related fandoms. Never really got into writing fanfic for ballets that I actually published anywhere where people would read them. This is the first.

And I think it's pretty good. It captures Murakami's style okay, I think, personally. It explores some ideas that intrigued me during my reread, images, symbolism, all the shit I love when writing.

Oh, and food. Writing characters drinking or eating is my forever Writer's Kink. Don't judge.

Just needed to make this shout-out to myself, because I think I've gotten started on something really good. At least I hope so, I hope there's more where this came from. /prays