thursday.

[sunfright]

LETTERS FROM A STOIC by Lucius Seneca

World-matter corresponds to our mortal body; therefore let the lower serve the higher. Let us be brave in the face of hazards. Let us not fear wrongs, or wounds, or bonds, or poverty. And what is death? It is either the end, or the process of change. I have no fear of ceasing to exist; it is the same as not having begun. Nor do I shrink from changing into another state, because I shall, under no conditions, be as cramped as I am now. Farewell.

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DYNASTY - MIIA

Current favourite song. It has such a Sarica/Timachus feel to it as seen from Sarica's perspective. Twisted bastard. I love her delivery of certain words, the timing of them, it sounds amazing.

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WHAT'S GOING ON IN RL
Yesterday was different, I keep trying to remind myself of that, but all I feel is today and today was harsher. I've been pretty anxious almost all day, combined with more energy which makes me fret more in response to said anxiety. More anxious thought. But I've been pretty productive, at least. By my standards. Went for a couple of walks, did the shopping, made myself dinner...

K. isn't home tonight. It's a bank holiday tomorrow in Denmark and that means a long weekend, so they went celebrating, eating out at a restaurant. I made myself an easy dinner (but delicious!) and have eaten waaaay too much, but I'm if nothing else nice and full now, ready to just spend the evening writing and listening to music. Eat some candy. Drink some tea.

Take care of myself.

I'm beginning to feel enough excess energy to actually do that again. Enjoy living, instead of just surviving. Sometimes, like today, it's still a struggle, but yesterday was really good by comparison. I felt... unafraid and unbothered and untouchable, almost. It can be that way, too, sometimes.

Today is just today.

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WHAT'S GOING ON IN FANDOM/RP
Got another prompt done for my genprompt_bingo prompt table, this time the much dreaded play/script prompt! I'd been sure it would be the last unfilled prompt standing and I'd have to fight to get it done, but suddenly yesterday I got an idea for something and just... wrote it. That easily. Like I said, yesterday was amazing.

I haven't put it up on AO3, because it's part of a PSL universe, K. and I are doing with Sarica and Anakin, but I put it up here and I'm pretty happy about it myself.

I have, like, seven prompts left on my bingo card and then, I can post a black-out to the community. When that happens, I deserve a steak, tbh. I've worked very hard on these fills and I'm proud of every one of them.