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sunday.
by Sappho
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My inspiration of the day. This manip got me writing that fic I've been struggling with for days, finally able to wing off the wild card prompt on my prompt table. Finally! I'm kind of in love with the fic that came off of it, too. I think it might be the best I've written for this table, so it might have been a struggle, but the outcome was worth it.
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VARIATIONS ON BALKAN THEMES - AMY BEACH
Because we need more female classical composers doing awesome shit like this, am I right, people?
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I said I'd get dressed today, right? Well, I lied. No clothes, only comfy PJs.
It's getting dark outside and I'm tired. Writing, while wonderful, also always drains me of energy and having also tagged a bit today, I feel pretty much wiped out. We had pizza for dinner, take-away style and it was just what we both needed, not having to worry about making our own food.
I have a visit from my social worker tomorrow and it's left me feeling a little bit nervous all day, although we're not doing anything horrible tomorrow, just talking and scheduling my week and making sure I don't have too much on my plate. But having her come over always makes me feel very... Well, all the things that are hard for me gets attention. Like I'm only the stuff that I struggle with, not all the things I am good at. It's not her, she tries to focus on the positives a lot, but by nature the things we do together reveal my blind spots and my difficulties. It's frustrating.
I'll also have to pick up new meds tomorrow and wait to hear from my mentor about dates for meeting the person who'll be in charge of my internship. I think I'm pretty nervous about that, too.
All in all, it's just that "new week at two o'clock" feeling that I really hate about Sundays.
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Having finished my round 21 contribution, I've signed up for a new bingo card at
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genprompt_bingo. Looking forward to doing this again, it's been very inspiring. I'm still getting used to writing independent fic again, but I'm enjoying the process and the prompts for round 22 were really, really good. Can't wait till I get my table.Oh, and that pesky fic I couldn't get written? It's done! Historical lesbian romance fic, this way. Background fic for Germaine,
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1stpersonsingular, who I have been tagging with today and it's been great. Getting a much better feel for her now. Also, I found new icons of her from an old account I had lying about. That made me so extremely happy! I thought I'd lost all that to the LJ-DW move and my old computer dying, but a little fragment has been salvaged, hooray!Have also been tagging with Elio today and that's been so good. Something about those familiar characters that feel like coming home to play? It's a gift when everything else is a-changing and new, new, new for me.
So, writing-wise, it's all good things and I thank the Lord for that, when everything else is various degrees of stinky. It's nice to have this one place you can go and it just works.