wednesday.

[sunfright]

Today's a real sucker.

It started out all right, I had my social worker visit and we got some stuff done, but after she left, I've just felt, IDK. Not really myself? I feel completely uncreative, unmotivated and uninspired - all the things that usually keep me going, even when the surrounding world is being a dick. Right now I'm just unable to direct my energy or attention anywhere constructive and that fucking sucks. I want to write, but can't words. I want to rp, but can't focus. I want to read, watch stuff, you name it, can't concentrate and feeling generally bleh about everything anyway.

The only thing I could really imagine working on right now is my Omina novel, because it's done and I just need to edit stuff, read-throughs and the like, that's a fitting balance of passive and active entertainment... However, since I can't print the thing and can't currently focus on reading long things on screen? Not gonna happen either, too bad.

Yeah, today sucks big time.