sunday.

[sunfright]

By chance, I discovered the community, rainbowfic, yesterday and was so enamoured with the whole concept that I quickly friended it and picked two hues of red to maybe inspire me to work more on Germaine's universe and story. At least two of the prompts fit the fic I'm currently working on (and getting closer to the finish line with, hallelujah), so I look forward to being able to post the finished result eventually!

As part of my research for the fic I'm currently working on, I rediscovered the painting, "The Irritating Gentleman" by Bethold Woltze from 1874. My MC has some very sharp observations about the motif and the kind of documentation it is of the harassment women have had to endure for longer than you care to think about. I only thereby discovered it's now a meme?? I'm so out of the loop.

Otherwise, the day has been uneventful mostly. K. and I rewatched some episodes of early Lucifer which was fun, such a good cast on that show, awful ending it came to #honestopinion, after that I've had a couple of heavy dives into near-depression, slept a lot, eaten lunch and dinner both at least and just... tried to exist in this bubble of, I'msafeI'msafeI'msafe, though it's fluctuating whether I actually believe it or not. Fucking anxiety.

I've also written a lot, in the very early hours of the morning, cranking out what might be the main scene in my Germaine fic, so it's all outro from here, slowly wrapping up and leading to the end. This feels really exciting and I like this fic a lot, I also really like that I've actually managed to write it on and off, and not held myself to the impossible standard that all which is worth finishing must be finished in one sitting. I think the Omina project taught me something about that, to be honest.

Now, I have tea and hope to write a bit more before going to bed later tonight.