monday.

[sunfright]

Evening. It's half past ten, I'll be going to bed within the next hour. It's Tuesday tomorrow.

For all the lofty ambitions and plans I had for today, I didn't get as much of it actually done as I'd hoped. I did go for a walk and it was wonderful, really grounding and surprisingly warm! I'd dressed up in scarf and gloves and such, because I thought it would be a cold trip, but halfway through I had to kindly unwrap not to die from the heat.

I got a prose poem written for one (1) day of January in my Omina project and while this isn't as impressive as I'd have liked, I had a spurt of both energy and inspiration this evening where I wrote notes and keywords for every single day in January, hopefully this will make it a bit easier to actually write the poems themselves. Dare I hope I'll get a bunch of poems written tomorrow?

I don't dare hope much at all these days, so I'm not optimistic, but then, at least, I can surprise myself positively.

I'm going to take a break from RP'ing (aside from my Star Wars storyline, still going strong). It's causing me more stress and frustration at the moment than it's giving me joy, so I have to cut it out for a little while. I hope this will give me more energy to focus on my writing projects of various kinds.

I really want to be an active writer again. More than anything, that's what I wanna work towards. On the way there, I want to start using the Danish NaNo Discord server more, because sprinting is a huge help for me in my writing process as well as talking to others about frustrations and successes.

Tomorrow, I hope I can go to the library and write. I've felt shut in in the apartment the past couple of days, so it would be nice going out. Not being afraid all the time. I hate my anxiety.

I'm also very tired and should just go to bed.